..LoNgInG..

As I let you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes
As you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes
I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t approach
I can’t hold onto you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me,
because I’m only crying out with my heart

All day, I try to erase you but I keep thinking of you
All day, I say goodbye but I think of you again
I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t go
I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me,
because I’m only crying out with my heart

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re still the one for me
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me
because I’m only crying out with my heart.

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I like this lyrics..this is the english translation of a korean song, "ottokajo" which means 'what should I do'..i just think that the lyrics is beautiful..
*credits to www.dramabeans.com*

selamat hari raya

eid mubarak!!..
it's eid, it's 2.30 in the morning..and i just got back from the library..
actually, i was planning to sleep in the library today..(yeah,right!)..but R woke me up and asked whether i wanted to go home..so it was a draw tonight...haha..

anyway..i'm going to wear my new baju kurung tomorrow,,eh silap..today..tenkiuuu ayah and teh for the pleasant surprise..hehe..pakai cantik2 nak pegi library je pun..

azam raya tahun ini: semoga ana bisa menjadi insan yang lebih baik dan berhijrah ke arah cara hidup yang lebih baik dan diredhai bukan untuk sebulan dua sahaja tapi sampai hujung nyawa..inshaAllah..

ok..too sleepy to type any further...byebye, adios, astalavista, anhyung higiseyo, salaamm...zzzzzzzzz

DoUbLe HaPpInEsS

alhamdulillah..syukr to Allah..I passed my OSLAR Paeds with flying colours. Hm..so, one down and there are three more to go. I am very nervous at the moment but still, i couldn't do any work tonight. In fact, I DON'T WANT TO..it's just too sad to start studying again after passing an exam - and it was a difficult one. i deserved a one-night break..hehe..

another happiness was...i got a letter from my 'kutee'. 'KUTE' was a pilot project initiated and organised by firdaus and cha. it's like mentor-mentee kind of things. the mentors will be the students who are studying in the oversea whilst the mentees are standard 5 students who are not doing very well in their studies. basically, its main aims are:
1) to develop good relationships between the 'kuter' and 'kutee'
2) to boost the kutees' motivation in their learning
3) to make them more confident
4) to inspire them so that they will work harder

I'll tell more about this in other entries..as for now, I'm going to enjoy myself for one night and get back to work tomorrow morning.

p/s: to daddy, thank you for your prayers..and thank you for always be there for me.. i am so glad that i still have you..ah, i miss you so much!

the don'ts

NO. 2: tolong jangan, jangan, dan jangan belajar 'last minute' untuk exam!!


HUHU..STRESS..TOBAT, JANJI TAK BUAT DAH SEM DEPAN..TANAK DAH BUAT KEJE 'LAST MINUTE' MACAM NI DAN MACAM TAUN2 LEPAS....HUHUHUUUUU...

nomu bogo shippunde, chommal!

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" Pada hari itu, banyak pula wajah yang berseri-seri,merasa senang kerana usaha mereka sendiri, mereka dalam syurga yang tinggi. Di sana, kamu tidak mendengar pekataan yang tidak berguna. Di sana, ada mata air yang mengalir. Di sana, ada dipan-dipan yang ditinggikan, dan gelas-gelas yang tersedia (di dekatnya), dan bantal-bantal sandaran yang tersusun, dan permaidani-permaidani yang terhampar."
al-Gasyiyah, ayat:8-16

La tahzan (jangan bersedih)..perpisahan kita hanya sementara. InshaAllah, kita akan berjumpa lagi, di suatu tempat yang pasti - tempat yang Allah janjikan bagi orang-orang yang mendapat hidayah dan rahmat-Nya. ya, semoga kita tergolong di antara golongan yang dijanjikan syurga..ameen

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And as I cry
And as I laugh
None other than you, always at my side

And whoever can say whatever (they want)
Unchanging, one and the same
Our love will be together forever

Always, like sparkling stars
In all the time that we are together
Will shine even more brightly
Forever
Precious green star
My love
green peas, ss501p/s: title means----> miss u and really want to see u :-))

Bonzai

location: Carlton st, Nottingham (city centre)
type: Sushi, japanese food, asian fusion
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we just found out about this japanese restaurant last month. Bonzai (previously known as 'Skiny Sumo') is situated at Carlton street and it takes about 3 minutes walk from Victoria Centre. the food is amazing and the price is affordable. In addition, you'll get 10% discount if you go and eat there after 5p.m.
below are some of the pictures of the food served there.
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sushi plater of 5: 3.50 pounds
sushi plater of 8: 6 pounds
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salmon sashimi: 5++ pounds
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unagi(eel) with rice: 8 pounds
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miso sup: 2 pounds
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However, the hospitality and customer services from its waitress was a lil bit ngeeeeeekkk i must say. Mind me, it was the hospitality of just one particular waitress that annoyed us. others were alright really. the chef was really funny and cute. nevertheless, we still had a good time there.. *wink*wink*

overall, i would recommend this restaurant to the sushi lovers out there!
daame tho buayo!xoxo

p/s: terkenang waktu first year...kuar makan kat nottingham setahun sekali je kot..sibuk berkira and convert pound to ringgit sana-sini..ngehngeh..

library oh library..

8.30 pm, library.

me: hey M..I'll have to excuse myself..I'm too tired..I'm shattered really..
M: yeah, okay no problem! what time are you coming to the library tomorrow?
me: hmm..we'll see..probably half ten..that's the earliest..call me if i don't come by 12 yeah.
M: no..that's too late!..come at 8 instead..
me: MMM...come on..tomorrow is SATURDAY for god sake..
M: well yeah..but the exam is just in 2 weeks time..and the library only opens till 5 tomorrow..
me: but tomorrow is saturdayyyy..and..the library will only open at 10am remember? (hati berbunga riang..)
M: oh yes..well anyway..give me your hand phone now! i am going to set your alarm at 8am or else you'll wake up late again...just like today..


oh dear...bagus gak si M ni ade...tade la malas sgt aku neh..

p/s: hari ni oncall lagi...