..LoNgInG..

As I let you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes
As you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes
I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t approach
I can’t hold onto you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me,
because I’m only crying out with my heart

All day, I try to erase you but I keep thinking of you
All day, I say goodbye but I think of you again
I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t go
I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me,
because I’m only crying out with my heart

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re still the one for me
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me
because I’m only crying out with my heart.

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I like this lyrics..this is the english translation of a korean song, "ottokajo" which means 'what should I do'..i just think that the lyrics is beautiful..
*credits to www.dramabeans.com*

selamat hari raya

eid mubarak!!..
it's eid, it's 2.30 in the morning..and i just got back from the library..
actually, i was planning to sleep in the library today..(yeah,right!)..but R woke me up and asked whether i wanted to go home..so it was a draw tonight...haha..

anyway..i'm going to wear my new baju kurung tomorrow,,eh silap..today..tenkiuuu ayah and teh for the pleasant surprise..hehe..pakai cantik2 nak pegi library je pun..

azam raya tahun ini: semoga ana bisa menjadi insan yang lebih baik dan berhijrah ke arah cara hidup yang lebih baik dan diredhai bukan untuk sebulan dua sahaja tapi sampai hujung nyawa..inshaAllah..

ok..too sleepy to type any further...byebye, adios, astalavista, anhyung higiseyo, salaamm...zzzzzzzzz

DoUbLe HaPpInEsS

alhamdulillah..syukr to Allah..I passed my OSLAR Paeds with flying colours. Hm..so, one down and there are three more to go. I am very nervous at the moment but still, i couldn't do any work tonight. In fact, I DON'T WANT TO..it's just too sad to start studying again after passing an exam - and it was a difficult one. i deserved a one-night break..hehe..

another happiness was...i got a letter from my 'kutee'. 'KUTE' was a pilot project initiated and organised by firdaus and cha. it's like mentor-mentee kind of things. the mentors will be the students who are studying in the oversea whilst the mentees are standard 5 students who are not doing very well in their studies. basically, its main aims are:
1) to develop good relationships between the 'kuter' and 'kutee'
2) to boost the kutees' motivation in their learning
3) to make them more confident
4) to inspire them so that they will work harder

I'll tell more about this in other entries..as for now, I'm going to enjoy myself for one night and get back to work tomorrow morning.

p/s: to daddy, thank you for your prayers..and thank you for always be there for me.. i am so glad that i still have you..ah, i miss you so much!

the don'ts

NO. 2: tolong jangan, jangan, dan jangan belajar 'last minute' untuk exam!!


HUHU..STRESS..TOBAT, JANJI TAK BUAT DAH SEM DEPAN..TANAK DAH BUAT KEJE 'LAST MINUTE' MACAM NI DAN MACAM TAUN2 LEPAS....HUHUHUUUUU...

nomu bogo shippunde, chommal!

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" Pada hari itu, banyak pula wajah yang berseri-seri,merasa senang kerana usaha mereka sendiri, mereka dalam syurga yang tinggi. Di sana, kamu tidak mendengar pekataan yang tidak berguna. Di sana, ada mata air yang mengalir. Di sana, ada dipan-dipan yang ditinggikan, dan gelas-gelas yang tersedia (di dekatnya), dan bantal-bantal sandaran yang tersusun, dan permaidani-permaidani yang terhampar."
al-Gasyiyah, ayat:8-16

La tahzan (jangan bersedih)..perpisahan kita hanya sementara. InshaAllah, kita akan berjumpa lagi, di suatu tempat yang pasti - tempat yang Allah janjikan bagi orang-orang yang mendapat hidayah dan rahmat-Nya. ya, semoga kita tergolong di antara golongan yang dijanjikan syurga..ameen

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And as I cry
And as I laugh
None other than you, always at my side

And whoever can say whatever (they want)
Unchanging, one and the same
Our love will be together forever

Always, like sparkling stars
In all the time that we are together
Will shine even more brightly
Forever
Precious green star
My love
green peas, ss501p/s: title means----> miss u and really want to see u :-))

Bonzai

location: Carlton st, Nottingham (city centre)
type: Sushi, japanese food, asian fusion
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we just found out about this japanese restaurant last month. Bonzai (previously known as 'Skiny Sumo') is situated at Carlton street and it takes about 3 minutes walk from Victoria Centre. the food is amazing and the price is affordable. In addition, you'll get 10% discount if you go and eat there after 5p.m.
below are some of the pictures of the food served there.
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sushi plater of 5: 3.50 pounds
sushi plater of 8: 6 pounds
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salmon sashimi: 5++ pounds
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unagi(eel) with rice: 8 pounds
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miso sup: 2 pounds
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However, the hospitality and customer services from its waitress was a lil bit ngeeeeeekkk i must say. Mind me, it was the hospitality of just one particular waitress that annoyed us. others were alright really. the chef was really funny and cute. nevertheless, we still had a good time there.. *wink*wink*

overall, i would recommend this restaurant to the sushi lovers out there!
daame tho buayo!xoxo

p/s: terkenang waktu first year...kuar makan kat nottingham setahun sekali je kot..sibuk berkira and convert pound to ringgit sana-sini..ngehngeh..

library oh library..

8.30 pm, library.

me: hey M..I'll have to excuse myself..I'm too tired..I'm shattered really..
M: yeah, okay no problem! what time are you coming to the library tomorrow?
me: hmm..we'll see..probably half ten..that's the earliest..call me if i don't come by 12 yeah.
M: no..that's too late!..come at 8 instead..
me: MMM...come on..tomorrow is SATURDAY for god sake..
M: well yeah..but the exam is just in 2 weeks time..and the library only opens till 5 tomorrow..
me: but tomorrow is saturdayyyy..and..the library will only open at 10am remember? (hati berbunga riang..)
M: oh yes..well anyway..give me your hand phone now! i am going to set your alarm at 8am or else you'll wake up late again...just like today..


oh dear...bagus gak si M ni ade...tade la malas sgt aku neh..

p/s: hari ni oncall lagi...

...!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO......hyun joong shi..dont do that!!!..

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/kim_hyun_joong_kisses_a_young_lady/

p/s: penat satu hari dok library..

lala..a new skin..whaddaya think?

a morning with kids

spent the whole morning with pre-school kids today..it was fun! kids are the most lovable, cutest creatures especially when they are not throwing tantrums, pinching or screaming at each other..

it was part of my paediatrics rotation. i had to spend a morning in the day nursery to basically play and familiarize myself with the kids..this session made me realize that it is really a hard work to take care of a child, let alone many children..each and everyone of them are unique and intriguing. (tibe-tibe rase sangat kagum dengan ibu-ibu yang punye ramai anak tapi boleh jaga dorang dengan jayanye!)

well anyway, when i arrived there, i was greeted by a number of kids..they are mostly around 3-4 years of age.. it was so cute to hear them saying "good morning nur!", "thank you", "please". some of them couldn't even stop talking. we had a lot of fun together. we made some paintings (never ever underestimate a child's talent or else you'll be surprised!), we played football and etc...

when it was time to say goodbye, they were so sweet..keep asking me why do i have to go?, where am i going?..and i told them that i had to go to my school, just like them..one of them even ran along the fence just to wave at me and she kept waving until i couldn't see her...hehe..but anyway i ended up going home after that..kehkehkeh..

jaulah to oxford

yesterday, despite the coming exam in less than 3 weeks, i went to Oxford with maryam, anis, and mostly first year malaysian female students. it was an annual trip organized by MSM female committee..to be honest, i've never been to Oxford although this is is my 4th year in the UK..(shame on me!)

the trip was a blast even though i couldnt accomplish my two main goals there 1) visit harry potter's dnining hall 2) eat halal KFC .. but it was really fun hanging out with the first years..(diri pun rase mude-mude balik ngeh2..)

p/s: okey, nk kene gi library sekarang!

the don'ts

a sincere advice..

NEVER EVER BUY A LARGE CUP/GLASS OF COSTA COFFEE AND FINISH IT OFF IN ONE NIGHT!!....

arghhhhhhh....i've been lying on my bed for the past hour and still couldn't sleep..help..help..i need my beauty sleep..

third-rated

did you realize how diferrent the flight attendants treat the so-called third-rated malaysians and other people..erm..let's say foreigners?

that's just rude! (i'm borrowing my housemate's infamous line)..

it happened to one of my friend - she boarded a MAS flight from Kuala Lumpur to London. during the lunch serving, she asked politely one of the attendant on how spicy was the 'nasi lemak'. the lady attendant became annoyed for no reason and then replied with a cynical answer, " kalau dah namanye nasi lemak tu pedas lah". my friend was so angry that she spitted out "attitude!" on her face. only then the flight attendant became so 'cuak' and said sorry. come on la, orang tanya baik-baik, cuba la jawab elok-elok sikit. uih, kalau mat saleh..walaupun yang duduk economic class, diorang layan senyum sampai telinga..eh hello, we are paying the same fare, using the same currency okay!

yeah anyway, it seems that people just don't get it..excuse me, we are not colonized by any other countries anymore, and we are not that poor to bow and 'angguk' to random foreigners. even foreigners treat malaysians with manner..and we malaysians?..fikir-fikirkan la..

p/s: kesian tengok makcik-makcik tua yang naik MAS tapi dilayan antara hendak dan tak hendak je oleh bidadari2 MAS ni...

kerja sengal

pernah tak rase bile tade sangat kerje nak buat (...walaupun banyak..) pastu tak fikir panjang..buat aje mende yang ade di depan mata walaupun korang tahu..sebenarnye..dan akhirnye....korang hanya akan MEMALUKAN DIRI sendiri...

wah..panjangnye intro..(intro beria walaupun tade orang bace ngeh2)..tapi hakikatnye itulah yang terjadi kepada diri aku...

cerita ni sebenarnye started err about 2 weeks ago..hujan tak ribut tak..tiba2 i decided to play squash..."pandai ke main?", "sejak bile main squash?" "waaahhhhh.." takpun "oh!" itu lah antara frasa2 (betul ke nk gune word ni?) ataupun comments yang aku dapat daripada orang sekeliling..cess...kurang asam!..ingat aku tak pandai main ape..ngeh2

lepas tu kan..punye la galak aku ngan sorang lagi housemate ni name die A ..pegi la plak signed up masuk nottingham games..oh ye..bagi sape2 tak tahu..nottingham games ni acara sukan terbesar yang ada untuk malaysian students seluruh UK dan Ireland..and it is anually organized by the nottingham malaysian society. kirenye sape2 students yang nak masuk apa2 acara yang dipertandingkan seperti bola jaring, tennis, bola sepak, basketball, ping pong, badminton dll boleh la daftar thru university..

kenapa aku gatal nk masuk sangat?
dalam banyak2 sukan...squash adalah antara yang paling tak glamour..unlike football or netball, squash only had 2 participants last year...pulak tu, housemate aku (yang dah balik malaysia) joined last year and got silver..tahun ni..with the same thought aku pun join la..sebabnye ade orang cakap..tahun ni ade dua orang je yang registered for squash pastu hadiah ade sampai 5..ngeh

dengan semangat kesukan yang membara..aku pegi practiced main squash ngan A..every single day without fail for the past week..kire kalo kene serve bola sepuluh kali ade la skali due yang masuk..ngehngeh..

alkisah..on the day of nottingham games which was yesterday..aku ngan A pun pegi la ke gelanggang pertandingan..(tu pun selepas makan telur separuh masak yang tak berapa jadik..konon untuk tenaga zahir dan batin la..)..sampai2 kat sane..tau tak QM cakap ape..

"korang..tahun ni ramai orang masuk squash ye..ade SEPULUH orang budak pompuan.."

waktu tu jugak aku rase macam nak berguling-guling kat situ..ngok ngek betul la..selama 3 tahun aku dok jadik volunteers mase notts games tak lebih 4 orang pompuan yang masuk squash..tahun ni alih2 sepuluh orang plak yang nk masuk..SEPULUH ORANG!

tapi tape..aku kan memang terer adapt dengan apa jua situasi..so aku pun cool je la..game pertama: lawan ngn budak pompuan dari uni M, ok la gak untuk beginner..aku kalah ngn bergaya..bile aku cakap kalah dengan bergaya maksudnye tade la mata aku kosong hahahaha.. game kedua: aku kene lawan dengan budak dari W university..and guess what?.she is a professional player..kalo tak state player pun mungkin geng2 nicole ann david la agaknye..first set aku tumbang 0-9 dalam mase tak sampai 2 minit..satu bola yang minah ni served pun aku tak leh amik..memang hampeh kuase 4..rase nk baling raket kat minah ni pun ade..pastu kan die ni plak..tak friendly langsung..senyum pun tak..aku buat kesimpulan die kecewa kot sebab kene lawan ngan aku huhu..pastu masuk set kedua..bile sore 5-0..waktu service die yang keenam aku dapat amik..punyela gembira tapi alih2 bola tu kene pulak dekat mata die..
astaghfirullah...waktu tu tuhan sahaja yang tahu..macam nak luruh jantung..satu court tu senyap je sampai kan A yang tak putus2 sorak "it's okay asma" pun senyap..minah ni plak memang emo abes..senyap je..tapi memang salah aku pun..tak putus2 aku say sorry..die okay tapi lepas tu die memang bagi bola laju je kat aku (ni penonton la yang cakap, aku rase cam same je..hehe)..akhirnye aku tersungkur dengan 9-1 dalam set kedua..huhuhuhuhu..memang priceless experience main game ni..

game ketiga dan terakhir aku lawan A..ni memang relax la..rase cam main petang2 je...sebab tiap2 petang pun main dengan dia ni, tapi aku tetap kalah..muahahhahaa...
walau apapun..tahun ni memang different from the previous years...tade la keje nk menghantar makanan je kat players..tahun ni aku main siotttt..kawan2 baru a.k.a squash players from other universities pun sporting sangat..lepas habis games kitorang gi makan sama2..lepak sama2 (oh ye, nanti nak kene add kawan2 baru ni kat facebook haha..

p/s: lagi sebulan nak exam..tapi tengah cari keje sengal seterusnye....

dame tho buayo!