holiday mood!

i know..i know..not yet..


but....

managed to get every maccs assessments signed off, attend the minimum 10 clinical sessions, and postpone the mandatory feedback session..

alhamdulillah....

haha..

I'm off to Malaga, Seville, Cordoba, and Granada...haha

not yet..not yet..

but will do...in 2 days time.. yeay!

...

setiap yang hidup itu pasti akan mati..dan kembali kepada penciptaNya

innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raajiun..

sedih..

graduation day!

i got my first degree today!
it was the congregation of BmedSci degree which alhamdulillah, i managed to finish it with second upper..shukr to Allah!

was a bit sad because ayah couldn't make it to my first degree but he has promised me to attend my medical degree congregation which will take place in 2011 (God willing and if there's no reseats and repeats hehe..)

however, i would like to say big thanks to housemates (aisyah, anis, and fiqa) for coming to our (me, maryam, irina, suraiya) graduation ceremony..got flowers and chocolate some more..hee..sayang sgt kat korang!

home alone!

I'm on my ophthalmology attachment at the moment in King's mill hospital, mansfield. Have to stay in their accommodation for 2 weeks..huhu..just figured out that I'm the only person in the flat.

..mati kutu dok sorang-sorang..


p/s: pening memerah otak fikir idea camne nak ponteng 2 hari terakhir minggu depan..

lOvE iS iN tHe AiR

Indeed, love is truly in the air! Although you may say that December is too cold but love can still survive in the midst of cold air..it even grows stronger..(what the heck is this crazy girl talking about..hehe)..

No..no..I'm not talking about myself..what i was trying to say:

December is the month of uniting the people who are in love, the month engagements and marriages (err..well maybe partly because of the school holidays which fall in December hehe)

anyway, having said that, i would like to congratulate my most beloved big sis on her engagement day! even though I am very happy for you, I feel sad for not being able to be there for you sis but I will and certainly will be there on you wedding!



In addition, I would also like to congratulate some of my friends who will be tying the wedding knot this December:

• farah x firamir
• kak nik x tono
• kak nurul x zahid
• kak aini x fathi
• azim x miza

semoga korang bahagia hingga ke anak cucu dan cicit.. =)

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As for me, love is like dark chocolate..bila nampak kat kedai..tengah display..cantik..rase macam sedap sangat..lecur air liur tengok..pastu tak sabar2 nak beli dan makan..tapi bila makan..rasa pahit macam nak cuci lidah dengan air gula..lepas ni kalo ade orang bagi dark choc harga 4 juta pun rase tak nak makan lagi dah..ngeh.ngeh

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poor jacob...it's okay jake! I'm rooting for you..Bella is such a spoiled and selfish player..huh!

OSCE

esok osce..takowttt!!

..LoNgInG..

As I let you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes
As you walk another step away, it brings tears to my eyes
I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t approach
I can’t hold onto you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me,
because I’m only crying out with my heart

All day, I try to erase you but I keep thinking of you
All day, I say goodbye but I think of you again
I reach out my hand, but you go where I can’t go
I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me,
because I’m only crying out with my heart

What should I do? What should I do?
You’re still the one for me
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me
What should I do? What should I do?
You’re leaving me and going away
I love you, I love you
I call out to you but you can’t hear me
because I’m only crying out with my heart.

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I like this lyrics..this is the english translation of a korean song, "ottokajo" which means 'what should I do'..i just think that the lyrics is beautiful..
*credits to www.dramabeans.com*

selamat hari raya

eid mubarak!!..
it's eid, it's 2.30 in the morning..and i just got back from the library..
actually, i was planning to sleep in the library today..(yeah,right!)..but R woke me up and asked whether i wanted to go home..so it was a draw tonight...haha..

anyway..i'm going to wear my new baju kurung tomorrow,,eh silap..today..tenkiuuu ayah and teh for the pleasant surprise..hehe..pakai cantik2 nak pegi library je pun..

azam raya tahun ini: semoga ana bisa menjadi insan yang lebih baik dan berhijrah ke arah cara hidup yang lebih baik dan diredhai bukan untuk sebulan dua sahaja tapi sampai hujung nyawa..inshaAllah..

ok..too sleepy to type any further...byebye, adios, astalavista, anhyung higiseyo, salaamm...zzzzzzzzz

DoUbLe HaPpInEsS

alhamdulillah..syukr to Allah..I passed my OSLAR Paeds with flying colours. Hm..so, one down and there are three more to go. I am very nervous at the moment but still, i couldn't do any work tonight. In fact, I DON'T WANT TO..it's just too sad to start studying again after passing an exam - and it was a difficult one. i deserved a one-night break..hehe..

another happiness was...i got a letter from my 'kutee'. 'KUTE' was a pilot project initiated and organised by firdaus and cha. it's like mentor-mentee kind of things. the mentors will be the students who are studying in the oversea whilst the mentees are standard 5 students who are not doing very well in their studies. basically, its main aims are:
1) to develop good relationships between the 'kuter' and 'kutee'
2) to boost the kutees' motivation in their learning
3) to make them more confident
4) to inspire them so that they will work harder

I'll tell more about this in other entries..as for now, I'm going to enjoy myself for one night and get back to work tomorrow morning.

p/s: to daddy, thank you for your prayers..and thank you for always be there for me.. i am so glad that i still have you..ah, i miss you so much!

the don'ts

NO. 2: tolong jangan, jangan, dan jangan belajar 'last minute' untuk exam!!


HUHU..STRESS..TOBAT, JANJI TAK BUAT DAH SEM DEPAN..TANAK DAH BUAT KEJE 'LAST MINUTE' MACAM NI DAN MACAM TAUN2 LEPAS....HUHUHUUUUU...

nomu bogo shippunde, chommal!

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" Pada hari itu, banyak pula wajah yang berseri-seri,merasa senang kerana usaha mereka sendiri, mereka dalam syurga yang tinggi. Di sana, kamu tidak mendengar pekataan yang tidak berguna. Di sana, ada mata air yang mengalir. Di sana, ada dipan-dipan yang ditinggikan, dan gelas-gelas yang tersedia (di dekatnya), dan bantal-bantal sandaran yang tersusun, dan permaidani-permaidani yang terhampar."
al-Gasyiyah, ayat:8-16

La tahzan (jangan bersedih)..perpisahan kita hanya sementara. InshaAllah, kita akan berjumpa lagi, di suatu tempat yang pasti - tempat yang Allah janjikan bagi orang-orang yang mendapat hidayah dan rahmat-Nya. ya, semoga kita tergolong di antara golongan yang dijanjikan syurga..ameen

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And as I cry
And as I laugh
None other than you, always at my side

And whoever can say whatever (they want)
Unchanging, one and the same
Our love will be together forever

Always, like sparkling stars
In all the time that we are together
Will shine even more brightly
Forever
Precious green star
My love
green peas, ss501p/s: title means----> miss u and really want to see u :-))

Bonzai

location: Carlton st, Nottingham (city centre)
type: Sushi, japanese food, asian fusion
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we just found out about this japanese restaurant last month. Bonzai (previously known as 'Skiny Sumo') is situated at Carlton street and it takes about 3 minutes walk from Victoria Centre. the food is amazing and the price is affordable. In addition, you'll get 10% discount if you go and eat there after 5p.m.
below are some of the pictures of the food served there.
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sushi plater of 5: 3.50 pounds
sushi plater of 8: 6 pounds
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salmon sashimi: 5++ pounds
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unagi(eel) with rice: 8 pounds
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miso sup: 2 pounds
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However, the hospitality and customer services from its waitress was a lil bit ngeeeeeekkk i must say. Mind me, it was the hospitality of just one particular waitress that annoyed us. others were alright really. the chef was really funny and cute. nevertheless, we still had a good time there.. *wink*wink*

overall, i would recommend this restaurant to the sushi lovers out there!
daame tho buayo!xoxo

p/s: terkenang waktu first year...kuar makan kat nottingham setahun sekali je kot..sibuk berkira and convert pound to ringgit sana-sini..ngehngeh..

library oh library..

8.30 pm, library.

me: hey M..I'll have to excuse myself..I'm too tired..I'm shattered really..
M: yeah, okay no problem! what time are you coming to the library tomorrow?
me: hmm..we'll see..probably half ten..that's the earliest..call me if i don't come by 12 yeah.
M: no..that's too late!..come at 8 instead..
me: MMM...come on..tomorrow is SATURDAY for god sake..
M: well yeah..but the exam is just in 2 weeks time..and the library only opens till 5 tomorrow..
me: but tomorrow is saturdayyyy..and..the library will only open at 10am remember? (hati berbunga riang..)
M: oh yes..well anyway..give me your hand phone now! i am going to set your alarm at 8am or else you'll wake up late again...just like today..


oh dear...bagus gak si M ni ade...tade la malas sgt aku neh..

p/s: hari ni oncall lagi...

...!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO......hyun joong shi..dont do that!!!..

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/kim_hyun_joong_kisses_a_young_lady/

p/s: penat satu hari dok library..

lala..a new skin..whaddaya think?

a morning with kids

spent the whole morning with pre-school kids today..it was fun! kids are the most lovable, cutest creatures especially when they are not throwing tantrums, pinching or screaming at each other..

it was part of my paediatrics rotation. i had to spend a morning in the day nursery to basically play and familiarize myself with the kids..this session made me realize that it is really a hard work to take care of a child, let alone many children..each and everyone of them are unique and intriguing. (tibe-tibe rase sangat kagum dengan ibu-ibu yang punye ramai anak tapi boleh jaga dorang dengan jayanye!)

well anyway, when i arrived there, i was greeted by a number of kids..they are mostly around 3-4 years of age.. it was so cute to hear them saying "good morning nur!", "thank you", "please". some of them couldn't even stop talking. we had a lot of fun together. we made some paintings (never ever underestimate a child's talent or else you'll be surprised!), we played football and etc...

when it was time to say goodbye, they were so sweet..keep asking me why do i have to go?, where am i going?..and i told them that i had to go to my school, just like them..one of them even ran along the fence just to wave at me and she kept waving until i couldn't see her...hehe..but anyway i ended up going home after that..kehkehkeh..

jaulah to oxford

yesterday, despite the coming exam in less than 3 weeks, i went to Oxford with maryam, anis, and mostly first year malaysian female students. it was an annual trip organized by MSM female committee..to be honest, i've never been to Oxford although this is is my 4th year in the UK..(shame on me!)

the trip was a blast even though i couldnt accomplish my two main goals there 1) visit harry potter's dnining hall 2) eat halal KFC .. but it was really fun hanging out with the first years..(diri pun rase mude-mude balik ngeh2..)

p/s: okey, nk kene gi library sekarang!

the don'ts

a sincere advice..

NEVER EVER BUY A LARGE CUP/GLASS OF COSTA COFFEE AND FINISH IT OFF IN ONE NIGHT!!....

arghhhhhhh....i've been lying on my bed for the past hour and still couldn't sleep..help..help..i need my beauty sleep..

third-rated

did you realize how diferrent the flight attendants treat the so-called third-rated malaysians and other people..erm..let's say foreigners?

that's just rude! (i'm borrowing my housemate's infamous line)..

it happened to one of my friend - she boarded a MAS flight from Kuala Lumpur to London. during the lunch serving, she asked politely one of the attendant on how spicy was the 'nasi lemak'. the lady attendant became annoyed for no reason and then replied with a cynical answer, " kalau dah namanye nasi lemak tu pedas lah". my friend was so angry that she spitted out "attitude!" on her face. only then the flight attendant became so 'cuak' and said sorry. come on la, orang tanya baik-baik, cuba la jawab elok-elok sikit. uih, kalau mat saleh..walaupun yang duduk economic class, diorang layan senyum sampai telinga..eh hello, we are paying the same fare, using the same currency okay!

yeah anyway, it seems that people just don't get it..excuse me, we are not colonized by any other countries anymore, and we are not that poor to bow and 'angguk' to random foreigners. even foreigners treat malaysians with manner..and we malaysians?..fikir-fikirkan la..

p/s: kesian tengok makcik-makcik tua yang naik MAS tapi dilayan antara hendak dan tak hendak je oleh bidadari2 MAS ni...

kerja sengal

pernah tak rase bile tade sangat kerje nak buat (...walaupun banyak..) pastu tak fikir panjang..buat aje mende yang ade di depan mata walaupun korang tahu..sebenarnye..dan akhirnye....korang hanya akan MEMALUKAN DIRI sendiri...

wah..panjangnye intro..(intro beria walaupun tade orang bace ngeh2)..tapi hakikatnye itulah yang terjadi kepada diri aku...

cerita ni sebenarnye started err about 2 weeks ago..hujan tak ribut tak..tiba2 i decided to play squash..."pandai ke main?", "sejak bile main squash?" "waaahhhhh.." takpun "oh!" itu lah antara frasa2 (betul ke nk gune word ni?) ataupun comments yang aku dapat daripada orang sekeliling..cess...kurang asam!..ingat aku tak pandai main ape..ngeh2

lepas tu kan..punye la galak aku ngan sorang lagi housemate ni name die A ..pegi la plak signed up masuk nottingham games..oh ye..bagi sape2 tak tahu..nottingham games ni acara sukan terbesar yang ada untuk malaysian students seluruh UK dan Ireland..and it is anually organized by the nottingham malaysian society. kirenye sape2 students yang nak masuk apa2 acara yang dipertandingkan seperti bola jaring, tennis, bola sepak, basketball, ping pong, badminton dll boleh la daftar thru university..

kenapa aku gatal nk masuk sangat?
dalam banyak2 sukan...squash adalah antara yang paling tak glamour..unlike football or netball, squash only had 2 participants last year...pulak tu, housemate aku (yang dah balik malaysia) joined last year and got silver..tahun ni..with the same thought aku pun join la..sebabnye ade orang cakap..tahun ni ade dua orang je yang registered for squash pastu hadiah ade sampai 5..ngeh

dengan semangat kesukan yang membara..aku pegi practiced main squash ngan A..every single day without fail for the past week..kire kalo kene serve bola sepuluh kali ade la skali due yang masuk..ngehngeh..

alkisah..on the day of nottingham games which was yesterday..aku ngan A pun pegi la ke gelanggang pertandingan..(tu pun selepas makan telur separuh masak yang tak berapa jadik..konon untuk tenaga zahir dan batin la..)..sampai2 kat sane..tau tak QM cakap ape..

"korang..tahun ni ramai orang masuk squash ye..ade SEPULUH orang budak pompuan.."

waktu tu jugak aku rase macam nak berguling-guling kat situ..ngok ngek betul la..selama 3 tahun aku dok jadik volunteers mase notts games tak lebih 4 orang pompuan yang masuk squash..tahun ni alih2 sepuluh orang plak yang nk masuk..SEPULUH ORANG!

tapi tape..aku kan memang terer adapt dengan apa jua situasi..so aku pun cool je la..game pertama: lawan ngn budak pompuan dari uni M, ok la gak untuk beginner..aku kalah ngn bergaya..bile aku cakap kalah dengan bergaya maksudnye tade la mata aku kosong hahahaha.. game kedua: aku kene lawan dengan budak dari W university..and guess what?.she is a professional player..kalo tak state player pun mungkin geng2 nicole ann david la agaknye..first set aku tumbang 0-9 dalam mase tak sampai 2 minit..satu bola yang minah ni served pun aku tak leh amik..memang hampeh kuase 4..rase nk baling raket kat minah ni pun ade..pastu kan die ni plak..tak friendly langsung..senyum pun tak..aku buat kesimpulan die kecewa kot sebab kene lawan ngan aku huhu..pastu masuk set kedua..bile sore 5-0..waktu service die yang keenam aku dapat amik..punyela gembira tapi alih2 bola tu kene pulak dekat mata die..
astaghfirullah...waktu tu tuhan sahaja yang tahu..macam nak luruh jantung..satu court tu senyap je sampai kan A yang tak putus2 sorak "it's okay asma" pun senyap..minah ni plak memang emo abes..senyap je..tapi memang salah aku pun..tak putus2 aku say sorry..die okay tapi lepas tu die memang bagi bola laju je kat aku (ni penonton la yang cakap, aku rase cam same je..hehe)..akhirnye aku tersungkur dengan 9-1 dalam set kedua..huhuhuhuhu..memang priceless experience main game ni..

game ketiga dan terakhir aku lawan A..ni memang relax la..rase cam main petang2 je...sebab tiap2 petang pun main dengan dia ni, tapi aku tetap kalah..muahahhahaa...
walau apapun..tahun ni memang different from the previous years...tade la keje nk menghantar makanan je kat players..tahun ni aku main siotttt..kawan2 baru a.k.a squash players from other universities pun sporting sangat..lepas habis games kitorang gi makan sama2..lepak sama2 (oh ye, nanti nak kene add kawan2 baru ni kat facebook haha..

p/s: lagi sebulan nak exam..tapi tengah cari keje sengal seterusnye....

dame tho buayo!

developmental test

i passed MACCS developmental test today! yeay!!

DEVELOPMENTAL TEST ---------> is used to assess developmental stages in babies and children. Basically, there are some particular things/acts which babies and kids do at a particular time and 90% of them follow this pattern. for examples:

• most babies start smiling at the age of 6 weeks.
• at the age of 6 months, you would expect them to sit with or without support and by 9 months, they can independently sit on their own.
• they will then start walking between 12-18 months.
• by 1 year of age, they usually can recognize objects and make single words like 'mama' and 'dada'.
• by 2 years old, kids will usually develop their social skills and mix around with other people. at this age, they will start sharing things like toys and food with other kids/people.

the above points are just a few examples of what kids can do at a particular age. indeed, they are many other things which they can do apart from these things. a delay in a certain aspect of development may suggest an underlying problems of illnesses such as cerebral palsy, autism, ADHD or etc. nevertheless, the delay may just be a normal thing since a small proportion of kids do deviate from the normal distribution.

so...

in this test, i was given a boy with an unknown age (the examiner would of course know his age though ;-0). the boy was accompanied by his mother and i had to play with him while assessing his language ability, social skills, gross and fine motor functions at the same time. at the end of the session, i had to guess the boy's age by considering various aspects of his developmental wise. i told the examiner that the boy was 18months old when he was actually 23 months old. but hey, i passed anyway since i assessed every aspects of development and my guessing was within the 6 months range which was the requirement to pass the test hehehe..

dear paeds..i love you but i dont like you..

I've been on my paeds rota for the past 6 weeks which i think the best rota so far despite the fact that there are more specialties to go..and I'm only half way..no, third way through..
FYI, paeds is an abbreviation for paediatrics aka 'bahagian kanak-kanak' (lawak je bile acik tanye paeds tu 'gewe' baru ke..hehe..calling your bf as paeds doesn't sound too bad though hahaa..wait till i get one haha)..

back to my main topic, in this department, you get different flavours, bits and pieces of medicine; surgery, general, community and social - u name it all! but it's a whole new world..wayyy apart from the adult medicine..here, most of the things are done differently although some still follow the usual conservative approach/way..sometimes, i feel just like a kid myself ; playing with dolls whenever i handle the baby patients, and sometimes i don't feel like a doctor-to-be at all..more or so like nursery teachers; asking toddlers what's this and that just to assess their development, talking by using their 'language', and playing 'peek-a-boo' with them!

having said that, i really enjoy dealing with the kids despite their tantrums and 'uncooperativeness'.there's no way you can be mad at them..you just feel pity and most of time, i am amused by them! deep inside your heart, you know..they are adorable without the illness and it's not them..it's the illness..and one more thing, you know..it's not because they drink alcohol like some adults that they end up being sick, or smoke packs of cigarettes until they get many kinds of lung diseases (yeah..yeah..i'm being judgmental which i shouldn't be)..but yes..their illness is not the consequence of their action.

however, paeds is not always enjoyable. having to do many on calls including one in the weekend is not nice. why? because you are NOT a doctor for god sake..you are a student and you deserve a two-day weekend. hehe..most importantly, you get depressed and teary when encountering a disturbing, out of norm case. for example, 2 weeks ago, i sat in the consultation room with a doctor and a 10 year old boy who had been sexually assaulted for almost a year by his 19 year old half brother. it was just depressing. i couldn't even look at his face or else my tears would fall in front of him. i kept staring at the doctor, refusing to let my guard down and keeping a stern emotionless face at the same time. it was just mental! last week, me and colleagues saw a 10 month old girl who was born perfectly fine and healthy but end up being blind and highly dependant for the rest of her life because of a skull fracture when she was 6 weeks old. only god knows what happened to her at that time and the father is still in the prison for that..poor thing..such a poor poor girl..

now you know why i love and hate paeds at the same time! what do you think?

spring breeze

spring is just not for me...at least not this year...
flowers are blossoming..trees are smiling...sun is shining...
but it doesnt feel right..i don't know why...
i wish time would stop...


*sigh* i wish i could go back now...
i miss everyone back home...cant wait till summer

p/s: gonna surprise ayah..he doesnt know im going back..haha..yeay!

march babies!!!

dear march babies...especially my dear two bestfriends irina (17th march) and fifah (19th march),

i wish u all the very best birthday celebration ever...may Allah bless u always and grant all your wishes...hav a blast dear darlings!~~

p/s: remember, age is just a number...you will always be 18 if you want to..ekekekekekke


*** fifah.., i wish i was in dublin on your birthday...really2 miss you and be strong hunny!!!***

procrastinating..

yes...yes..i love procrastinating...i do that everyday (in fact,im procrastinating right now) though i know i shouldn't..

anyway..a little updates on me, myself, and irene...err..just me actually.

1. i've started my clinical phase 1 (CP1))..i'm in the middle of CP1 induction right now..got to do a lot of new things like draw people's blood (sounds like vampire eh?), catheterization (obviously on manikin), cannulation, and various system examinations..to be honest, i always feel really tired at the end of every clinical days though i enjoy doing all those new things!
2. i have to travel 40 minutes by bus everyday to get to Derby Hospital where my CP1 is..and classes usually start at 9 am..
3. my nose is fine now. however, i still need to apply 2 layers of foundation and compact powder every morning just to hide the big fat t-shaped scar.
4. i went on a roadtrip to south UK 2 weeks ago with koko, irina, azie and sin wee..we had a great time there although i wasnt really keen posing for pictures due to my nose condition hehehe..
5. i'm planning to go to japan this summer break..insyaAllah..kalo duit cukop..

lastly...

number six: As for now, and ideal bf to me is someone with these characteristics ----> 4-D personality, blunt, has UNEVEN NOSTRILS, long-haired, and can jump very well..hahahahaha

phlebotomy and cannulation

today was fantastic..had the chance to withdraw blood on a real person for the first time!

did i just break my nose?

naaah...it wasn't that bad.

this morning..i woke up quite late..around half past nine, brushed my teeth and then went to the kitchen. seeing lots of plates on the kitchen table top (perasaan macam disebat tu, bak kata aisyah), i decided to stack them in the cabinet. having decided that, i kinda squatting down, putting the plate one by one into the cabinet and voila everything looked awesome!

after that, i quickly and confidently stood up from my squatting position...let me emphasize it again..'quickly and confidently' stood up and..... banged my PRECIOUS PREETY NOSE onto the extension of the kitchen work top..it was so loud that even maryam could hear the 'bang' from her room. my nose bled a lot and i cried thinking that my nose wasnt gonna be the same again.

irina,..tgh mamai2 tuh..passed me her towel and put it on my nose to stop the bleeding..then she started lecturing and blabbing about the extensive blood supply in the nose..blablabla.until..we had to stop her from talking and lecturing..actually, my dear irina, i still don't get ur points..why did u do that anyway? ;-P hehehehhehe

then, me and maryam went to the QMC emergency. the doctor gave me some painkillers and took the history from me..she arranged an appoinment with the ENT department explaining that nothing could be done since there's no treatment for broken nose (if it's the case). she said that i'll have to wait for five days before doing the x-ray.. if i'm happy with my nose, i can just cancel the appoinment but if my nose is crooked whatsoever, they can arrange a surgery for me.

great! clinical phase starts on monday and i get to see patients with a crooked nose..*sigh*
at least i've got something to talk about, aite?

my little caheed

22/02/96....my youngest brother was born that day..

ahh..that was 13 years ago...

it seemed like yesterday though..
i can still clearly remember him following people around, running everywhere-in the supermarket and grass field, bullying his big brothers...

he's big boy now....siap ade gepren lagik..hehe..but u'll always be my little adik ;-))
dearest caheed..i wish u all the best in ur life dunia n akhirat..may Allah bless u always and grant u happiness...
happy belated birthday!~~~









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syaheed's dorkiness and funny scenes!



(when he was 4 years old, back from nursery-like kindergarten..he was fussing and complaining to our mother)

caheed: ummi, adik tanak la pegi nury (kindergarten) tu..

ummi: nape dik?

caheed: tempat tu tak best la ummi. kakak-kakak (staffs) kat situ tak cantik, pastu cikgu layan adik macam budak kecik je. dia suruh semua orang tidur mase tengah hari, pastu mase senam..cikgu suruh guling-guling..macam budak kecik la ummi..



(at the age of 6, he wanted to be circumcised together with his 2 elder brothers and a relative)

relative: caheed, camne?sakit tak?

caheed: tak langsung! doktor guna gunting kecik sebab aku kecik lagi. tapi ko dah besar, mungkin ko akan rasa sakit sebab nanti doktor mesti gune gunting lagi besar!

~~the relative was 9 and both of them did not even have a tiniest idea about anaesthetics!haha~~



(at night, after the circumcision-when the anaesthetical effect had dissapeared)

caheed: semua orang penipuuuuu!!! (screaming, crying and throwing tantrums, not allowing anyone to cajole him except for ummi)

ummi: sabarla sayang..cube tidur..mesti tak sakit nanti..

caheed: semua orang tipu adik..kate sakit macam kene gigit ngn semut je..tapi ni sakit macam kena gigit dengan semut juta-juta.

~~we felt sorry for him but couldn't stop laughing~~





(when he was 8-years-old (if i'm not mistaken), he was a bit sad after getting his result)

ayah: adik dapat result hari ni kan?

caheed: adik dapat nombor sebelas..(whispering slowly)

ayah: ha! bagusla!!..orang lain dapat satu je nombor satu..adik dapat dua sekaligus! (sebelas=11=satu satu)

...and caheed was back to his normal self--->naughty, cheeky, and mischievous~~ (iye2 je adik ni..pekse darjah due je pun hehe)

...

...i officially declare that i've lost interest in writing blog..hmm..
...i've been busy stalking kim hyun joong hahahahahhahahaahaha...
so yeah..i'll write again someday..someway..

until then..so long....

bian..chusunhamnida,

damsel-in-distress-no-more ;-p

'TO' list

to do or not to do...?
to make a stand..
to firmly believe in oneself...
to strive harder...
to be strong...
to not be a loser...
to listen attentively...
to speak wisely...
to see in a bigger picture...
to live respectively...
to learn giving, accepting, and compromising...

dhua..

copy & paste doa dari blog saudara shafie.. (qunut nazilah)

اللهمﺇنانجعلك في نحورأعدائناونعوذبك من شرورهم اللهم بدد شملهم وفرق جمعهم وستت
كلمتهم وزلزل أقدامهموسلط عليهم كلبا من كلابك يا قهار يا جبار يا منتقمياالله ياالله يااللهاللهم يا منزل الكتاب ويا مجري السحاب ويا هازم الاحزابﺇهزمهم ﺇهزمهم ﺇهزمهوانصرنا عليهم

Ya Allah,Sesungguhnya kami meletakkan-Mu di batang-batang leher musuh2 kami
Dan kami berlindung dengan-Mu daripada kejahatan2 mereka
Ya Allah,Leburkanlah kumpulan2 mereka
Pecah belahkan dan kacau bilaukan persatuan mereka
Goncangkan pendirian mereka
Dan hantarkanlah anjing2 kamu kepada mereka Wahai tuhan yang gagah perkasa Wahai tuhan yang penuh raksasa Wahai tuhan yang bersifat murka
Ya allah Ya allah Ya allah Ya allah, Wahai tuhan yang menurunkan kitab, Wahai tuhan yang mengarakkan awan Wahai tuhan yang menewaskan bala tentera al-ahzab
Kalahkan mereka Kalahkan mereka Kalahkan mereka
Dan menangkan kami ke atas mereka.


Ya Allah, selamatkan lah saudara-saudaraku di palestine

p/s: let's recite surah Al-Fath (48) for Palestine..